this is how i feel

sitting here alone i'm getting redy to cry i'm
getting redy to die to leave this purtred world and let my body
move to a slump to die in anger to die a fool to never know how i
really felt over you to never know you loved me to to die alone
cold and frail in all my pain i pray i don't go to hell for
sinning aginst my belif and giving up on who we
thought we were to die without you by my side would be suicide
in it's own i wouldn't want to leave you alone in this heartless
world but i can't live here any longer and you tell me that you
don't want to be alone that if you're left alone you will
die in pain in all youre troble in all youre pain i'll
try not to leave you i'll try not to die but to get the pain out i gotta
cry i can't hold it bak forever i can't live on like this hiding in my
own blood dying like this it's not the way i hoped pictured i just
can't do this any more i can't
live like this!