crying at night

last night i shed a tear
one only you could hear
for you understand the reason
any day or season

you could say that i was sad
or maybe even say im mad
but you, i think can comprehend
the message i am trying to send

all our songs play in my head
as i lie upon my bed
alot has happened we both know
i guess my tears finally show

are we fixing things or breaking?
am i serious or faking?
do you trust me as i trust you
that i wont lie no matter what you do?

those other people they dont know
how im sad, how im low
my mask is off only with you
i wish you could see how that is true

will i be replaced?wish i knew
i wish alot of things but get so few
ive been through this cant you see?
cant you see the girl ill always be?

shes apart of me, i wont deny
call me a bitch, i wont cry
but i will cry when you leave
because ill feel so naive

that i let you in without a doubt
and now your ditching me for a drought
of emptiness who wont please
i can assure there wont be ease

but no matter im fine now
ill climb back up that wall somehow
when you come back, please do not
ask for my help just let me rot.