Four Feelings That Make Me Weep

Pain.

Anger.

Rage.

Hate.

Its all inside me, building up, to a boiling point just so it can tear me back down.

So it can hurt me more, so it can make me weep and cry wish I could die.

I hold so much pain, deep inside, I’m hurting myself mentally, and its slowly killing my insides, I can stop this pain, it seems no one can, one moment I am happy the next I am sitting alone in a corner crying my eyes out..

I’ve got a lot of anger bottle up in side my tiny chest, I know it wont be long before I explode. I’m angry with myself, and others, everything upsets me and ticks me off, the smallest thing has me biting off people heads.

I have a rage inside that I just cant hid, I try and I try, not to show it but I just cant help it, its always there, hide, and running some times it feels me with despair, I feel like I am slowly losing my breath, its as if my lung cant get enough air.

I have a deep rooted hate that’s always there, it follows me here it follows me there its every where I am. It’s slowly driving me insane, its adding the fuel to my never ending pain.

It’s like the cycle of life, it just keeps going on and on, and I don’t know how to beat it, I don’t know if I can beat it honestly I don’t know if I want to beat it..

Maybe, things will be better if I let it take over, maybe I’ll go numb of cease to exists!