I guess it's hard

I remember the day when we first met,
your friendly smile was hard to forget.
Your eyes of crystal blue so inviting,
Inviting me into conversation.

Those words like a love letter,
only to make my day go better.
Makes my heart skip a beat,
until you leave me again.

An image of you fills my head,
I just want to be with you instead.
It pains me to think about you,
when I know it’s not me you want.

You’re pulling me along with a line you’ve strung,
All the hurt has already begun.
Tearing out my chest,
Like a claw of lies.

I try pretending I’m over you,
but then you come along - right on cue.
Making me believe all
your fake fantasies.

I guess it’s hard to find words you mean,
when your only in your teens.
Love isn’t always what it seems,
it is not a romantic movie scene.

I guess it’s hard to trust again.
To fall in love again,
sorting out your life again.
Just to forget all this pain.