How I often wish...

When I was Five
I use to play
Dolls and Princesses
That makes me happy and gay

When I was Seven I wish to grow up
Stop being a kid
Making my own choices and to speak up
Stop being told me what to do

When I turned Ten I can almost reach the wish that I dream
When I turned Twelve how happy I've been
When I turned Thirteen I started to think
That's when everything turned bad in a blink

When I turned Fifteen
I started to feel pain and lost
I wish I could go back
Make time still, Make it live forever in frost

When I turned Eighteen
How I regret everything
it all just happened so fast
I just wish I could have I more little wish

How often I wish I'd take it slow
Embrace all of it so
How often I wish to go back, and never let it go

How often do I dream...
How often do I hope...
And how often do I expect...
How often do I wish...