SO life sucks

When my life sucks it is like a dream
Mostly because I am in between
My life as it sucks or more so I am fucked
He dies he is sick I am stuck like a stick
Like a stick to be picked at
A dog to go fetch
And now my life is here
On the ground going down
With some other guy I decided I to try
And defy that I am not really a slut
Just in a rut
In this world with out him
Its entirely true this me and you
So while I wait
For that day when we collide
I sit here and I hide
From all the troubles of the world
I turned to dust if you must
Waiting for you to get well

TO Lizzie who is not a slut but maybe in a rut