I Lost You Way Too Soon

I didn't think you would leave.
I didn't think we would lose you so soon.
I didn't think you would be gone out of my life.
I didn't know I would be hurt so much.
I didn't know I cared that much.
I didn't know I was hurting you when I say those things to you.
I didn't know some of the things I said would hurt.
I ask of you father don't leave me just yet.
I want you to tell me you are here to stay.
I want you back.
I want you to know that you are everything to me.
I want you to know that nothing can ever replace you.
I thought I had more time.
I thought you would stay.
I thought you would be here all the time.
I thought I didn't care that much.
I thought you were the most amazing dad anyone could have, you still are.
I never thought I would hurt so much when you left us.
I never thought I would lose that soon.
I am sorry I didn't tell you that I love you like I should have.
I am sorry I didn't show you that you mean the world to me.
I am sorry you know I was never perfect, thats just me.
I am sorry dad.
I know people wonder where you are.
I know you want to be here.
I know I have done some bad things.
I know I have hurt people.
I believe God is the one you saw when you went to heaven.
I don't want you to forget me dad.
I love you so much.
I love you so much.
I wish I had one wish.
I would wish for you to still be here.
I also know that heaven is very far away, too far.
I knew it would be someday you would have to go be an angel.
I will tell everyone you couldn't be here.
Because heaven is just too far away.