Hiding now

I`m hiding inside my body again
Avoiding the truth
Avoiding it all
An image reflects when they pass by
Weakness transforms into confident through my eyes.
(Lies?)
My actions might seem steady
But my confidence is low

Inside I’m only hiding
Hiding inside my walls
(A body made of cement)

It’s easy to pretend
It’s easy to avoid it all
Inside I’m only hiding
Hiding what I can’t control
My mind is always working
I want to numb it so
Just stop myself from thinking
Cause I can’t think it ALL.
I’m hiding inside my body
It’s so easy to pretend.

That
I`m
Happy.
When
I`m
Not.