vampires aren't supposed to say uh-oh

do you know how it feels like to have
the past four years of your life disappear ?
didnt fucking think so
you said this is for the best and i'd understand one day
as if i were a fucking child
took your word for it
the calender pages fall off the wall
im left in dismay
the middle of may
i felt myself crumble to dust

you claimed i was your anchor, your stronghold
that i was irreplaceable and i was your whole world
never thought id crash on waves made of your insults
the rain oh fuck does the rain ever pour
sat here with my face in my hands
leaking out the eyes so i dont explode

time and time again im left to my own devices
time and time again im left here alone
in denial and your words are a constant reminder
of what i'll never again feel

slow the pace of your jagged heart
if you even have a heart at all
slow it down
throw out all the lies
hidden behind your beauty lays bloodshed

Hidden behind your beauty
lays bloodshed
Hidden behind your beauty
lays bloodshed
Throw out all the lies
face yourself your going to have to do it one day