This Time

Against all hours, my mind refuses to rest
Thinking of you again
Last time I wrote a love poem
Not this time
But don't think less of this one because it isn't
I haven't been the easiest person to read
Or get along with in general, for that matter
But I'm working on changing that
And I just wanted to say thank you
For everything you've done
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry
For everything I've done wrong
I wanted to say thank you
For coming back
I wanted to say I'm sorry
For making you leave in the first place
And I just wanted to thank you
For helping me realize who I am
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry
For going too fast
I just wanted to tell you
That feelings are often too hard to explain
But most of all, I just wanted to tell you
That, this time, I'm here to stay
That, this time, I'll fill whatever role you want me to
That, this time, I'm here for you
That, this time, I am myself