Gasping At The Air

I thought you were mine.
I actually let my eyes shine.
I acted on my emotions,
I spoke on my emotions.
I took a leap and dared,
I told you I cared.
Can I tell you I’m not sure
If this thing is really pure?
Can I tell you I don’t know
Whether to stay or go?
I can’t tell you these things,
Or the song my heart sings.
You wouldn’t be proud
That I’m under such a dark cloud.
You wouldn’t know what to do,
That’s all I ever hear from you.
I’m sick and tired of hearing it,
I honestly think it’s a piece of shit.
No one knows what to do,
I promise it’s not just you.
I’m stuck in that hole here,
Gasping at the air.
Help me out,
Tell me what it’s about.