I'm Just Stuck In The Unknown

I don't know how to carry on
Not knowing if I'm the same you saw me as...
Not knowing if you wish you never set eyes on me
Cause this is starting to tear us apart...

I have no words that could explain it
But I feel like my whole life
Whole being
Is being teared away from me...

I'll hold onto the pieces
Making sure I don't lose my grip
Cause I love you, care for you so much...
I want to be something to you too

The tears that well
Soon cascade down my cheeks
This is so painful
Yet your the only one from stopping me give in

The temptation to fall again
Away into the deep dark hole
Is getting stronger by the minute
Yet your always in my mind saying 'No'

I don't know how to think anymore
Because to me your the only importance in life
Can't you see how much you mean to me??
Your my world...my everything

I'm lost on how to move forward
To become someone who you can turn too
You turned before...yet now you don't...
I miss you

The longer to hold you close
The pulling to let you go
Is so mind blowing
I'm just stuck in the unknown

Break away and I'll die
Come back and I'll smile
But I can't take being stuck in the middle
When I'm on the edge of losing everything

I wish I could see you again
To know I haven't lost you
To know your still there
Looking and caring after me

I don't know how to explain
How inside I want to vanish...
You'd be happier I'm sure...
You wouldn't have me at you all the time

I can't break away from the way your burnt into my mind
I love you
I miss you
I wish I could do stuff right to make you smile.