Empty

Abandoned,
Barren,
Deserted,
Forsaken,
Void,
Hollow,
Empty,
So many words, only one feeling,
I feel as if I have become hollow,
A walking corpse in this world,
This place has become a graveyard for the walking dead,
Walk as if you are alive,
Live as if you can,
New life, new beginnings,
Trashed by selfish desires,
Forget about it? Ha!
What is there to forget?
Betrayal and discord,
Caused by selfishness and jealousy,
Love has left,
It no longer desires to inhabit my being,
A living dump site!
Beauty refuses me,
Happiness avoids me,
The love that once confounded me,
Gone in the wind,
Thrown out by mine own hand!
Stupidity,
Ignorance!
To throw out that which you love,
Foolish,
Foolish to think I could hold on on my own,
It was to hold me,
For I wanted to let go,
If it didn't hold me...emptiness
Woe to me!
I have become that which I hate!
I have fallen far,
I no longer know where I am,
I am...what am I?
Have I gone that far off?
Time no longer sits by my side,
I threw myself away,
I lept thinking I would be lifted,
The lift never came,
I continued my fall into the darkness,
It came all around me,
The hole in my soul caused me to cry out,
The answer?
......
That was it,
Nothing!
To cry out without so much of a whisper,
It hurts! So badly!
No one can hear me,
I'm alone,
Abandoned,
Barren,
Deserted,
Forsaken,
Void,
Hollow,
Empty...