i would really like to no

tell me this...
Tell me what i did to diserve this?
tell me why you hate me so....
Tell me please because i would really like to no...
What did i do to anybody?
When i have nobody?
Who loves me?
When i love no one?
Who will treat me nice?
When I treat every one like crap?
Tell me this....
Tell me who will come after me..If i run away.
When i told no one were i was running to.
Tell me why me why my dreams have not come true.
When all i have is night mears.
Tell me who will tuck me in at night.
When i am all alone in this world.
Tell me god....please cuz i would really like to no.
Why i have these markings?
When i always do what i am told.
Why do i have tears falling down my cheaks?
When i have no soul.
Tell me what i did?
Tell me how i can fix it...
Tell me this..
Why do i stare out into the world..
When my head is up in space?
Why do i have so many issues...
I guess i am just a huge mistake..
PLEASE GOD TELL ME THIS. BECAUSE I WOULD REALLY LIKE TO NO!