Yellow Sea Foam

No one knows it,
but I'm drowning, yeah,
I think I'm drowning.

But you're just fine so,
I think I'll carry on, just to save you.

I think I'll keep quiet so you can swim.
I think I'll save you
in the hopes I'll find myself somewhere out there.

I'd let go and sink to the bottom but that wouldn't be fair.
I'd give into these seductive waves,
I'd let my hair loose and pretty
just to sink with me.
But that wouldn't be fair now would it?

Sometimes I think,
you're the only thing holding me up.
But then I remember my heart stopped beating,
but it's better than me leaving.
Isn't it?

For now, I think I'll keep my head above water.
I think I'll tread a little longer.

Six months from now will I be cold and blue?
Frozen and gone?
Will I still try to reach the shore for you then?

My heart's hard and cold like your hands.
My body will soon follow suit.
My aches and pains too fatal to sooth,
but for now I think I'll keep afloat.