And love left me hanging

I always looked at you
Thinking what did I do?
To deserve such a wonderful boy
With you I always had joy.

 you always made me feel
Like nothings really real
I spent my time asleep
The dreams of you were deep.

You took me for a ride
On the wild side
I looked to you for glee
When it was you and me

Now I feel ashamed
For falling for your game
Your "love" for me was faded 
You only made me jaded 

But yet I love you still
Your like a sweet sweet pill
I always overdose
And now our love's a ghost. 

<3 I'll always love you. I'm sorry that I can't be there right now.