Why

No hope or dreams to live for
no one to die for
no life in living
no living in life
for what god has given
is what god has taken
and for what had happened
thy god took everything
so i sit down,
looking down into my knees
crying
weeping
sobbing
asking "why? why me?"
when, i see the light in this dark world
the llight of my destiny
to stay where i am
and to live in today,
past
nor future.
but keep joy in the present and wait for what happens next.