now do you believe me?

As I lay here in my bed
Trying to get some sleep
In another restless night
Nothing on my mind but you
I try and try to get some sleep
But every time I close my eyes
I picture your lovely face
The face I fell completely in love with
But now tonight,
Tonight is different
Now isn’t it?
It’s 2 a.m and as I lay here
Remembering our whole conversation
Hating myself and hating you
I close my eyes
Instead of a normal night thinking of you
This night brings tears to my eyes
No matter how much I try
I can’t help but cry
Tonight I can’t sleep at all
I thought you changed your old ways
But here we are back to square one
You go out and get drunk
Something you promised never to do again
I’m not sure if you know this but
I’m hurting so bad on the inside, it’s killing me
All because of what you have done to yourself
As I lie here in my tears
Feeling my body go numb
You didn’t believe I cared
You wanted me to show it more
Well here you go,
I finally cried my last tear for you
My body is numb and going cold now,
My heart beat; beats slower
Breathing gets harder and harder
“I’ll love you until the day I die”
I whispered as my last words
Now do you believe I cared?
Now do you believe I meant it all?
Now do you believe I was serious?
Serious enough to take the pain away
Just to give my life up to stop loving you

Guess I was crazy
Crazy in love with you…