My Drug, My Mistake
You’re like a fucking drug I need
The further you go away, the
More I need you
You’re my drug and yet you’re
My mistake too
I never noticed until we had
Been taken away from each other,
But my life lies in ruins because of us
What have I let happen to me?
This is not who I am
This is not suppose to happen to me
My heart should not ache for
The mistake I let go of, yet
It beats in time with the ache that I feel
It’s kind of funny how it hurts, but
Maybe I have lost my mind over
Our time apart
Is this my obsession?
Has this love for you become an obsession
Because I loved you for so long and truly meant
That I loved you when I said it to you?
This is so wrong for me!
I shouldn’t be feeling this way about anyone, yet
Somehow you snared me into your trap of
Sweet, loving, and caring words, but
What the hell is this ache I feel?
It shouldn’t be this way
I shouldn’t feel for you anymore
You were a mistaking accident that I fell for!
A.M.H.
4/16/07
The further you go away, the
More I need you
You’re my drug and yet you’re
My mistake too
I never noticed until we had
Been taken away from each other,
But my life lies in ruins because of us
What have I let happen to me?
This is not who I am
This is not suppose to happen to me
My heart should not ache for
The mistake I let go of, yet
It beats in time with the ache that I feel
It’s kind of funny how it hurts, but
Maybe I have lost my mind over
Our time apart
Is this my obsession?
Has this love for you become an obsession
Because I loved you for so long and truly meant
That I loved you when I said it to you?
This is so wrong for me!
I shouldn’t be feeling this way about anyone, yet
Somehow you snared me into your trap of
Sweet, loving, and caring words, but
What the hell is this ache I feel?
It shouldn’t be this way
I shouldn’t feel for you anymore
You were a mistaking accident that I fell for!
A.M.H.
4/16/07