Not Yet?

Write?
What should I write?
Should I tell my story or write about a happier person?
Speak?
What should I say?
Should I tell you I'm sorry for leaving you or should I tell you a lie
and give you your last bit of hope?
Tell?
Should I tell the truth?
Should I speak about the cuts?
Truth?
Should I tell the truth?
Should I stop my lying?
No, not yet.