Reality

Trying to get things figured out;
Trying to understand these circling thoughts.
Need to get a grip, before reality steps in.
Need to understand why this can't happen.

Feelings are important;
Heartbreak is life.
But I don't want to feel these things;
Or think these thoughts.

I close my eyes, and push it away,
So that I can get through this day.
Let it go and make-believe;
Imagine a life with just me.

Sunday; 4-18-10
Cortnie L. James