Personality by Punctuality

Never top of the class,
And I always struggled to gain the middle of the pack.
I liked to make believe I had the brains,
When I'm older I would be a Doctor.
C-C-C-C my problem,
U-U-U-Understand what I am saying?

Never will I be in the spotllight,
Only lit by the pale lights of the Boom Bars Back stage.
My time on stage is short lived,
My fame lived when I was young, and new.
My personality, now determined by success,
Ergo, my success determined by my punctuality.

a Catch 22,
Stuck in the Same Situation.
An irriversable loop to wich I feel caught in.

The light side,
The greener grass
Is darkened and brittle, not yet dead, but far from bright.

I am a middle set teenager.
I can be under acknowledged, and over pressured.
I am unaccounted for.
I am neither shockingly bad or brilliantly good.

D-D-D-Do you hear me now?