Dear Mommy, I hate you

Dear Mommy,

Actions speak louder then words\
" I love you" doesn't mean much
When it's followed by "you little bitch"
You want my respect?
Earn it!
Like you said respect is a two way street
You want my love?
Earn it!
My love isn't free
Nor is it something you can buy
No new shirt or skirt
Could ever make me love you
All you ever seem to do
Is make me wanna cry
Every tear
Every drop of blood
I shed for you
Is one too many
One more you'll never know about
One more you'll never care about
One more thing to add to my list
Of reason why I should slit my wrist