Just a normal girl

They walk around as if they didn't see me.
Ask "what's up" and check if I'm here or not.
Because they don't want me there.

This isn't the life I imagined.
I never thought it would end like this.

Am I different? Am I that stupid?
I feel like I'm not needed here.
Do I need to change? Should I be prettier?
I wish I'd be like any girl.

As I look at my mirror,
I tell myself that I'm better of this way.
Although I'm not.

Is this the life I have imagined?
I never thought it would really happen.

Am I not the same? Am I that idiot?
I feel like I'm not needed here.
Do I need to be someone else to be cool?
I wish I'd be just a normal girl.

Throw away my problems and think what's happening around me.
Dig up myself to find the real me.
But I guess it's impossible...
For I no longer know myself.

Do I need to be like you? Am I that nothing to you?
I think I'm don't belong here.
Do I need to be her? Just eat shit and leave me here.
I wish I'll be able to find myself again.