I'm sorry too

I’m relaxing at home, surrounded by my thoughts, guilt and empathy
Just wondering what you expect, if I should say hey
But this is where I am now, trying to make this painless
You may be leaving, but I’m not letting you go. I'll keep my end of the deal

There’s no more tears left inside these eyes
But I keep making this effort cuz it’s the only option I have, to try and take you out of this state
Even though it’ll take you some time to accept me, it’s the only way

The smile that was there, was put there by you
and it only left when you thought that you didn’t have a place
when there always has been & will be one, right next to me

I never knew what to think, and I’m sorry that I made you feel this way.
I guess I’ll try and tell you more the next time around, and hopefully my words won’t sting
People’s thoughts wont matter and time will pass slow, I’m still here trying
I’m sorry too, I’m sorry too

I feel like there’s so much left for me to do, so I’ll pick up the phone
And dial the first few numbers then put it down, gotta know me calling won’t make the ache go away
Throw the phone down on the bed and lie down and cry cuz I don’t even know what to say
And I feel regret, I feel regret

I never knew what to think, and I’m sorry that I made you feel this way.
I guess I’ll try and tell you more the next time around, and hopefully my words won’t sting
People’s stares wont matter and time will pass slow, I’m still here trying
I’m sorry too, I’m sorry too