I Don't Do Any of That Anymore

I believed in fairytales once in my life
They always involved my own prince
But now I am ending my strife
From the day I met you, ever since

I used to think about you all day long
I used to hear your gentle voice, your laughter ringing in my head
I used to taste your lips on mine
I used to touch the thin fabric of your clothing
I used to walk the beach with you
I used to walk in the rose garden, thinking about you
But I don’t do any of that anymore

You have crushed my soul
Therefore, you have destroyed my being
Was that just your goal?
I think it is, now that I am seeing

I used to look up at the cerulean sky with hope
I used to feel the breeze shifting my hair in the moonlight
I used to see beauty in everything in this world
I used to hear the sounds of laughter erupting from children’s mouths
I used to taste the warmth of a home; not a house
I used to walk in the rose garden
But I don’t do any of that anymore
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random poem. how'd you like itt? comments are appreciated :D