So This Is Love?

So this is love? That pounding in your heart?
When you can't stop what your soul had to start?
The laughing and smiling when thinking about him?
When you start to think loving him is a sin?
So this is love? That feeling of joy?
When you feel like Santa just gave you the best toy?
The feeling of being given a thousand roses?
And to him..you could never hold grudges?
When you talk about him and never spot his mistakes?
There's nothing he could do wrong, he's not a fake?

So this is love? That stabbing pain?
Right there in your chest, It's like the storms all there, but no rain?
When your heart soars when you talk to him?
But breaks when you're all alone in your room thinking of him?
So this is love? That feeling I found?
When you don't think you heart could go any lower into the ground?
When he loves someone else and all you can do is smile?
Say "I'm happy for you", leave then go and cry for awhile?

So this is love? When all you want is dead?
When blood is smeared all over your bed?
You think you're over him but he's still there?
And his ghostly presence you are surprisingly aware
When your heart keeps breaking even after you're gone?
And when his lover just sits there and watches and sings a sad song