Dear Death, I call your name..

Dear Death, I call upon you on this day
I hope you can hear me and my words..
Because what I have to say isn't good to say
..It's a tale of sorrow, where happiness is absurd..

God of Death I hope you can hear..
Full of regrets yet nothing to fear..
I want you to kill me so I can stop this..
I want you to send me to your hateful abyss..

Make it so I can stop my ways..
Of torturing and killing throughout the days..
Make it so I can be free from it all..
So that my heartless form, tattered ,can fall..

God of Death I pray to thee..
Without hesitation please kill me..
Because this life I live is impossible to bear..
Kill me however you want so this pain i can share...

I feel as if my insides are becoming stone..
I feel like there's no hope but to suffer alone...
I wanted to love but I never could...
This life never turned out how I thought it should..

God of Death I pray to thee..
To find me alone, yet do it quickly..
Because I can't stand much more of this life...
I want you to kill me..to stab..my throat with your knife....