Messed Up You
I don’t wanna be another messed up you
Stuck in my past
Dreaming of the could have beens
Wishing for the Should have beens
Hoping you could still have me
I hold a pen in my hand writing down all the hurt
You hold a shard of glass carving out your impurities
Showing me you’re bloody arm
You say it’s my fault
That I hurt you
Don’t lie to yourself
Don’t blame your actions on me
I was Scared
I was scared of the love you said you could give me
But your love was a lie
My initials are forever etched in your arms
Your way of blaming me for your problems
Stuck in my past
Dreaming of the could have beens
Wishing for the Should have beens
Hoping you could still have me
I hold a pen in my hand writing down all the hurt
You hold a shard of glass carving out your impurities
Showing me you’re bloody arm
You say it’s my fault
That I hurt you
Don’t lie to yourself
Don’t blame your actions on me
I was Scared
I was scared of the love you said you could give me
But your love was a lie
My initials are forever etched in your arms
Your way of blaming me for your problems