Can I Handle It?

Whispers of hate come through my mind.
It's just too much, I can't handle it.
I call him vile names.
It's just too much, I can't handle it.

He doesn't care.
It's just too much, I can't handle it.
Why am I so mean?
It's just too much, I can't handle it.

It's pulsing in my mind.
It's too much, I can't handle it.
Can I do it?
It's too much, I can't handle it.
I think I can.

It's too much, I can't handle it