I Wasted my Time

You make me wonder
Why do I even try to wait
When you're clearly not intrested
In my company

Never again will we be
It can't be just us
As long as she breaths you
And thinks she loves you more than I do

She could never love you
The way that I do even if
You think she does
And she makes you happy

I fought so hard for you
I cried, I screamed, I died a little inside
All for you
And now--

Now it no longer matters
Whatever I did it didn't work
And you love her
And she loves you

Where am I left?
What can I do?
I wasted my time
And I can't get it back