where were you?

Pain left searing in my heart,
That pumps through my veins,
Like a virus, there's no escape.
Beating faster
my heart is racing.
As skin makes contact with skin,
Blood clots black and blue.
I needed you.
In the black of the night.
I needed you.
To take away this fright.
As I fall to the floor,
Hollywood would be jealous
from the tragedy at hand.
That leaves me thinking...
Should I be surprised that you left me for dead?
Should I weep at the thoughts running through my head?
Should I fight it?
Or let my hopes wither
and die.
With my hopes
my soul shall follow.
For promises mean nothing.
When you told me
what you thought was best.