Foolish-ly

i make my choices not from my heart,
although our love was always far apart,
still wanted to care for the love i thought was my life,
but all was bad as i lay alone at night,
my thoughts are not thoughtful,
my tears are not of joy,
my heart is broken because of a boy,
and even now i want you more,
yet you dont care and foolishly i adore,
you claim to love me but how is that true,
when actions speak louder than words you thought you knew,
maybe its over, maybe im through,
but foolishly-i still love you...