Torn

How can you be so hopefull still?
Can't you see? I'm not for you.
Still you love and hope.
While I am torn between you two.
Don't think you're not good enough for me,
You're better than any other guy I ever met.
You blame me for loving him still..
But I'm not loving,
I'm just mending these torn part of my heart.
I can't be more than friends with you.