Emo

~Emo~

Emo
I bet you don’t even know what it feels like
To be called that
You might not think it
But it hurts
It really does
But don’t worry about me
I’m fine
I may bleed
And suffer
And scar
But you won’t care
You wouldn’t think twice
To just leave me on the floor
Wounded
Bloodied
And scard
Laying on the floor
Crying
Dying
Falling into the black abyss
A sleeping slumber that never ends
And carries out to the dying end of days
The blade,
The blade that was once in my hands
The one that fell
From in between my nimble
Skinny
Bonny-like fingers
They seem to be twitching now
I watch
I watch as my skin seems to me growing pale
This ugly grey
It’s sickening to watch
Even for me
The one who’s caused all this
Pain
Agony
Regret
And loss of blood
It smears
On the floor
It’s bright, and defying
Radiant color
It’s almost discussing
The way that I find that It is my only escape
Its killing me
Braking me down
Tearing me
From limb to limb
But it’s the only way
For me to stay sane
I whimper
As I write my last words in my own blood
My…last…words…
‘I wish I could stay’
And now…
I’m gone
Floating away
Lost in this black abyss
It’s swallowed me whole
I feel…
I feel nothing
No more pain
No more sorrow
For I
For I, the girl who was once
A ‘happy’ person
Until
My life spiraled downward
For this
This is my fate
…Gone…
And you wonder why?
Why I did this to myself
It was those hurtful words
And it may have been ‘you’ who had said them……