"I'm Not Going to Look Back"

The pain I have endured
And the tears I have drowned
Are only memoried to look back on
They're only scars I need not face
So I sit here on the tear stained sheets
And ask myself, why worry about the bitter past?
When it only causes guilt?
One day I'm going to do something great
Something to smile & praise upon
One day I'm going to strive for success
And live for something that I'm going to love
It seems so far, I don't know what it is
So angels, if your near and close to my thoughts
Glitter my eyes and shine my heart
I want it I need it; to feel the feelings I get when I think of happiness
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