Need You Not No Longer

I hate to think and say this,
but i feel it is important.
I hate who you are at times.
I feel like my dead church member, Kent.
But he got more attention sent!
You promised me your attendence,
you promised me your comitment,
But like everything in me, it's broken.
You said you'd be my friend,
You said you'd defend,
Others reached me though, and left me broken.
But I must thank-you for one thing,
and it's for making me stronger.
Because when I needed a friend,
You never bothered.
I've gone through self-killing thoughts,
I've stayed in empty mind lots,
But all is good now without you,
For now I am stronger.