Love is a Death Wish

I don’t know what to do

He loves me but I like you
And you make my heart flutter.
The thought of not being with you makes me sad,
Even though I do feel for my boyfriend.

My friend, your sister, doesn’t know I like you.
You probably don’t care,
See it’s my life I’m going to screw up.
Each time I go to her house I see you.
Love isn’t a thing I’m used to,
For I am young and should not waste my time.

Now I sit here and wonder why
Of all the times I’ve seen you,
Why is it now I feel for you when you are at your worst?