Thoughts Of Death, Fears of Living.

I just need a minute
So i dont cut too deep

One line out of place
Could mean a lifetime of sleep.

I do not want to die yet
Just not the right time, not the right place.

Im just sitting here all alone.
Staring off into space.

Every memory stings to remember
I think of the good, the bad, and the worse

Many thoughts i have forgotten
Many are those that make me want to curse

One day ill do it.
Ill jump and be free

No one will care, no one will cry
Because no one has ever loved me.