Life is only Pain. =...(
Why did your words hurt me so
Striking straight to the heart
Filling me with such woe
Slowly ripping me apart
To be inexistent in your life
To just simply disappear
My emotions are in great strife
The only one that's true is fear
Why do I still care
Worry about you like this
To only talk to you would be a dare
Throwing me in the abyss
A powerful darkness
Spinning out of control
Barely able to confess
All the feelings of my soul
So confusing are these rules
Always changing and never true
Making us all its fools
And yet we knew
Knew of this game you play
And how you thought you had us tricked
Seeing us as your prey
To the attention, you are the addict
I saw before now that we would cease
All the signs were crystal
But I couldn't handle this caprice
Knowing it happened accidental
A sudden need to be by your side
To know that you were there for me
But still I couldn't let go of my pride
And all that's left are debris
I look back at what we had
That friendship that lasted through
To only find out that it was only a clad
A mask of the real you
All those feeling were a lie
Leaving me painless, numb
Only left with questions of why
Emotions that won't succumb
Why did you lead me on
Even waste your time of gaining anything
When it was thrown away one dawn
With a simple note that did sting
Words of hate and resent
Written in blue ink on notebook paper
Caused great torment
Then became a crime, a caper
How could you say all those words
Without even being burdened
With your enemies I fought swords
When it was you that would place me as condemned
I went through hate, pain, and sorrow
I felt guilty, trapped, and lonely
Scared that there would not be a tomorrow
For the first time I felt as the only
Only one that hid from the world
Because of someone
An evil plan unfurl
Where it involved me, the only one
How much I suffered because of you
Knowing that everything I did was a waste
And not having anything else to do
To be rid of this betrayal I taste
Forgetting you is an impossible task
Because everywhere I turn you show1
And is shocked at this mask
That you did sow
This wall you built is tall
And not capable of being knocked down
Yet you think that through a brawl
You will win the crown
If there was a fight, you'd lose
Only because I feel nothing for you
And will not be hurt by a simple bruise
For this lesson to be taught I will pursue
Only in hopes of teaching will I strike
Not trying to hurt your pride, but be rid of your ego
My hit though will be like that as a pike
Two wounds with one swing I'll bestow
My fist will hurt your flesh
But my words will wound your heart
Lessons I've already taught I hope to refresh
So that they'll never depart
Only if I could tell you this in person
Only if you would hear me out
I would have never do what's been done
Then you I wouldn't be without...
Striking straight to the heart
Filling me with such woe
Slowly ripping me apart
To be inexistent in your life
To just simply disappear
My emotions are in great strife
The only one that's true is fear
Why do I still care
Worry about you like this
To only talk to you would be a dare
Throwing me in the abyss
A powerful darkness
Spinning out of control
Barely able to confess
All the feelings of my soul
So confusing are these rules
Always changing and never true
Making us all its fools
And yet we knew
Knew of this game you play
And how you thought you had us tricked
Seeing us as your prey
To the attention, you are the addict
I saw before now that we would cease
All the signs were crystal
But I couldn't handle this caprice
Knowing it happened accidental
A sudden need to be by your side
To know that you were there for me
But still I couldn't let go of my pride
And all that's left are debris
I look back at what we had
That friendship that lasted through
To only find out that it was only a clad
A mask of the real you
All those feeling were a lie
Leaving me painless, numb
Only left with questions of why
Emotions that won't succumb
Why did you lead me on
Even waste your time of gaining anything
When it was thrown away one dawn
With a simple note that did sting
Words of hate and resent
Written in blue ink on notebook paper
Caused great torment
Then became a crime, a caper
How could you say all those words
Without even being burdened
With your enemies I fought swords
When it was you that would place me as condemned
I went through hate, pain, and sorrow
I felt guilty, trapped, and lonely
Scared that there would not be a tomorrow
For the first time I felt as the only
Only one that hid from the world
Because of someone
An evil plan unfurl
Where it involved me, the only one
How much I suffered because of you
Knowing that everything I did was a waste
And not having anything else to do
To be rid of this betrayal I taste
Forgetting you is an impossible task
Because everywhere I turn you show1
And is shocked at this mask
That you did sow
This wall you built is tall
And not capable of being knocked down
Yet you think that through a brawl
You will win the crown
If there was a fight, you'd lose
Only because I feel nothing for you
And will not be hurt by a simple bruise
For this lesson to be taught I will pursue
Only in hopes of teaching will I strike
Not trying to hurt your pride, but be rid of your ego
My hit though will be like that as a pike
Two wounds with one swing I'll bestow
My fist will hurt your flesh
But my words will wound your heart
Lessons I've already taught I hope to refresh
So that they'll never depart
Only if I could tell you this in person
Only if you would hear me out
I would have never do what's been done
Then you I wouldn't be without...