Cutting

i have too much pain
so i take a razor blade
i cut myself,
im so ashammed.

i try to hide
what i have done
but deep inside
i know i'll get caught

my mother sees
my wounds and scars
i know she feels
that i need help

so i cut again
and i feel worst
and all my shame
starts growing fast

i try to stop
i really try
but i cant help
my wills to die

i need help
i cant deny
that im not sane
and i may die