You..

I Love You,
What more else is there to say?

I'm the one who ruined,
What we had together..

Not you..
My stupid self.

I regret it more and more,
Each time I talk to you..

I wish I could just,
Take it all back.

Like it was a horrid nightmare,
I would soon forget.

I wish,
You were still MINE to love..

But you aren't..
I realise..

More and More each day,
What I broke up, and lost..

In the click of a button,
In a stupid single message..

That I wish I'd never sent,
But me and my stupid self..

You don't deserve me,
when apparently all I can do..

Is hurt the ones I love,
horribly...

At times..
I wish you hadn't loved me...

At times...
I wish you hated me for what pain I've caused you..

But knowing,
That you still love me..

Over the stupid shit,
I've done...

Is just...
Simply amazing.

I don't get,
How or even why,

You still love me,
I'm just a major bitch.

Who hurts everyone,
and anyone..

You didn't do shit to me..
You loved me, thats it.

And I went and broke your heart..
LIke the bit*h that I am...

Maybe I am better off alone,
Maybe... Just maybe...

I guess I should,
Just stick to myself..

And try to forget about,
What I wanted to ask you...

Because this isn't my dreams,
You wouldn't say the answer...

To make my heart skip a beat..
But...

Every time I talk to you..
My smile grows wide.

And I get this weird feeling,
Your whats missing inside...

But I'm a bitch,
and I guess I'll leave my bitchness to me..

Because asking you,
For another chance...

Is just....
Impossible.

You'd say no,
which is what I want to hear..

But really I want you too say yes...
Because you're the only one...

That can fill,
the empty hole in my chest....

So...
Should I ask for another chance...

Or give up on you,
and all of humanity..