You..
I Love You,
What more else is there to say?
I'm the one who ruined,
What we had together..
Not you..
My stupid self.
I regret it more and more,
Each time I talk to you..
I wish I could just,
Take it all back.
Like it was a horrid nightmare,
I would soon forget.
I wish,
You were still MINE to love..
But you aren't..
I realise..
More and More each day,
What I broke up, and lost..
In the click of a button,
In a stupid single message..
That I wish I'd never sent,
But me and my stupid self..
You don't deserve me,
when apparently all I can do..
Is hurt the ones I love,
horribly...
At times..
I wish you hadn't loved me...
At times...
I wish you hated me for what pain I've caused you..
But knowing,
That you still love me..
Over the stupid shit,
I've done...
Is just...
Simply amazing.
I don't get,
How or even why,
You still love me,
I'm just a major bitch.
Who hurts everyone,
and anyone..
You didn't do shit to me..
You loved me, thats it.
And I went and broke your heart..
LIke the bit*h that I am...
Maybe I am better off alone,
Maybe... Just maybe...
I guess I should,
Just stick to myself..
And try to forget about,
What I wanted to ask you...
Because this isn't my dreams,
You wouldn't say the answer...
To make my heart skip a beat..
But...
Every time I talk to you..
My smile grows wide.
And I get this weird feeling,
Your whats missing inside...
But I'm a bitch,
and I guess I'll leave my bitchness to me..
Because asking you,
For another chance...
Is just....
Impossible.
You'd say no,
which is what I want to hear..
But really I want you too say yes...
Because you're the only one...
That can fill,
the empty hole in my chest....
So...
Should I ask for another chance...
Or give up on you,
and all of humanity..
What more else is there to say?
I'm the one who ruined,
What we had together..
Not you..
My stupid self.
I regret it more and more,
Each time I talk to you..
I wish I could just,
Take it all back.
Like it was a horrid nightmare,
I would soon forget.
I wish,
You were still MINE to love..
But you aren't..
I realise..
More and More each day,
What I broke up, and lost..
In the click of a button,
In a stupid single message..
That I wish I'd never sent,
But me and my stupid self..
You don't deserve me,
when apparently all I can do..
Is hurt the ones I love,
horribly...
At times..
I wish you hadn't loved me...
At times...
I wish you hated me for what pain I've caused you..
But knowing,
That you still love me..
Over the stupid shit,
I've done...
Is just...
Simply amazing.
I don't get,
How or even why,
You still love me,
I'm just a major bitch.
Who hurts everyone,
and anyone..
You didn't do shit to me..
You loved me, thats it.
And I went and broke your heart..
LIke the bit*h that I am...
Maybe I am better off alone,
Maybe... Just maybe...
I guess I should,
Just stick to myself..
And try to forget about,
What I wanted to ask you...
Because this isn't my dreams,
You wouldn't say the answer...
To make my heart skip a beat..
But...
Every time I talk to you..
My smile grows wide.
And I get this weird feeling,
Your whats missing inside...
But I'm a bitch,
and I guess I'll leave my bitchness to me..
Because asking you,
For another chance...
Is just....
Impossible.
You'd say no,
which is what I want to hear..
But really I want you too say yes...
Because you're the only one...
That can fill,
the empty hole in my chest....
So...
Should I ask for another chance...
Or give up on you,
and all of humanity..