Reasons Unknown

Wasting time in the darkness
Looking for many more clues
Continuing to hunt for the answers
Until the object brings it's news

The doubt of whether it's worth it
Plays continually in my mind
And the guilt of walking away
Would constantly crowd my time

But when it comes to an end
Would I want to know the truth?
The outcome may only bring more pain
As he's words are not any proof

His claims may not change anything
As his words may not even be real
For all of this could be fiction
Just someone's idea of a thrill