Regrets

Numb and out in the cold,
frosted and beyond control,
I am starting to lose my hold,
pain rings from the depths of my soul.

Tears held back where they should belong,
smiles kept in their secret place,
I know I should try to be strong,
if only life was less of a maze.

Promises were broken,
Lies were spoken,
all I had was you,
if only you were true.

I am hanging by a thread,
if i died today,
would these lines be read?
if I chose to stay,
would there be any regrets?
if I cried tonight,
would you still be there?
if I made the decision to fight,
would you even give a damn?

All my friends say you care,
you are all I have left,
this pain I carry is too hard to bear,
I am I victim of snatch theft.

You stole my heart,
my world is falling apart,
you promised to be there,
you said you'd play fair.

Look at where you are now,
you are far ahead,
you'd have played foul,
my heart feels so dead.

Numb and out in the cold,
frosted and beyond control,
I am starting to lose my hold,
pain still rings from the depths of my soul.