That mistake of a feeling

I know that I'm loved
I know that I can't love
Though I want to love
I feel that I may be making a mistake
Every one has love but me
Should I follow every one else or follow my own?
I know that we can't wake again
From this dream
But we'll be lost ...
Lost before our hearts.
Though I know I can't be true to you or
Myself in any case.
So help me now

So find a reason for me to stay.
Is our love true or just another fairy tale
I know I'm not real
I know that I can't love
Though I want to love
This feeling feels so wrong to be true to me

Is this feeling fake or real
Could this be a fadle mistake I'm making