Losing

About a year ago everything happened...
Everyone was dead,
A child would walk the shores searching for someone to rescue its heart.
Days and days a child waited,
No one came,
Its poor heart will never be cured of the damage.
People took it then died and took its heart with,
They miss the people who surrounded me so much.
Now these children live in a foster home,
These kids seem so happy here,
The adults seem so nice to everyone,
How can one be the only one that feels the pain?
Is this what losing people feels like?
She am a nine year old girl,
Who has no parents,
No love,
And grew up feeling it,
Now,
She hate the feeling of loneliness,
The feeling of hatred of other,
The discipline she have gotten for not talking,
But she was born with the only ability to laugh,
Never speak,
Never utter a word.
My parents knew she would not speak,
Knew she could only love and laugh,
But for them,
That was enough,
She could tell everything with pictures.
Her pictures!
Those pictures that once upon a time told everything,
Now they show hate,
Despair,
Depression....
A nine year old needs love,
Needs everyone they can feel familiarized with,
But when a child's parents die,
They lose all their needs,
All their love,
Even their innocence their parents saw is lost.
A child's note to their dead parents will read:
Dear Mommy and Daddy,
I love you dearly. I wish I could be held by you again, but I know God will take care of you! For in Church they taught me that every good person gets sent to God, and he takes care of all good souls. Mommy and Daddy, were you good? Nuns said all parents who birthed wonderful children, like me, do. I know God will always take care of you, and please watch out for me. I miss you Mommy and Daddy, and I love you...
Love,
Their Child
How can that be sent to Heaven?
How can it be heard for everyone to feel a child's pain of losing loved ones?
Held by love,
Moved by family,
Loving family,
Is all a child needs in their precious life,
How can it be lost and never taken back up?