Sighs and tears

Tiny breaths cutting through the silence,
I swing open the windows of my soul,
The tears shadow this violence,
My emotions swing out of control.

Even when you are beside me,
I still need time to feel your company,
I would shower you with all the colours I can see,
just give me time to feel your company.

You said you were holding on for my sake,
you swore that you never learnt to forsake,
I can't believe I believed you,
I am such a fool.

Can we still be best friends?
I miss you even though I don't say so,
you said that we would never end,
I never forgot what you promised me so.