Gone

Always wondering where you are.
Beginning to think you were never here.
Can’t you understand what I’m going through?
Don’t come back if you won’t stay.
Every moment passes by.
Forgetting what those moments were.
Getting over you, to forget you.
Happiness drains out of my soul.
It won’t come back.
Just like you.
Kids play in the distance.
Listening to their happiness.
Memories start to fade.
Nothing or no one to keep them visible.
Ongoing emotions stir in my soul.
People smile—a smile of uncertainity.
Quiet and calm as they go about their day.
Remember me forever, although I will forget you.
Silent film that everyone is in but don’t know.
Times up, time to go.
Unsure about many things.
Vanishing from my thoughts.
What was then is nothing now.
X-ray eyes see right through me.
Yelling fills the room.
Zoning out from the present.