shortened life

who would have known this could happen so soon?
a life such as your lost so young,
never did i imagine saying my final goodbye
I know you don't want me to cry but often i find myself looking up at the sky
thinking and wondering why so soon? Why now?
i think about you often and in some strange way wish this was all a sick joke.
I miss you, I miss you soo much</3

Charlie ray cox (R.I.P) 6/1/93-10/25/09 you will never be forgotten we miss you soooooo freaking much!!
♠ ♠ ♠
I'm not really good a writing but on this subject i felt it was necessary.
Tell me how bad it is?