Crazy?

Don’t run babe
You’ll soon find
You cant run from whats inside
And you cant hide the shame
From your mistakes
You cant forget
Memories that have been stained
Broken smiles
Misplaced tears
You don’t even know whats wrong
No not anymore
So smoldering and irritating
The pain you feel
It wont die
You can be so fucking happy
And it will still just eat at you
Until all you can do is cry
You still just want to die
Cause you know its not ever gonna go away
This constant self hate
Just force yourself to live threw the days
I can see the world
It drives me mad
To see what was lost, what we had